Boredom

I'm so so so bored! It' s only the third day of holidays and already i'm bored! I still have about 8 weeks to go!

Maybe this means that there'll be lots of postings in this blog to make up time...

Here's hoping.

Back again

Ok.... so i don't have school today because school is pretty much finished for the year! Woot! Ok... so i was feeling pretty pissed off about sim before... but not anymore. I love her. She's great.

Over and out.

Little rant

Ok, so i'm back again...
I feel pretty proud of myself because I'm usually rather slack with this sort of thing. But i actually have stuff i want to write about so that might help...

Ok, so back to Sim. The thing is, she's kinda also likes this pen pal friend of hers who lives in England, mike... and she used to have this thing going on over the internet with this guy, craig. Now craig got back together with his ex so now i don't have to worry about him luckily... but i feel a little jealous of mike... i've told her how i feel and she's told me not to worry because she loves all three of us in different ways. I understand that, and i try not to feel jealous of her relationship with mike because they've been friends for 2 years and i've only been friends with sim for a few months so i don't really have any right... and it's weird but whenever i feel a bit jealous i try to think of all the good stuff she's said about me, like being her best friend and stuff... but it doesn't really work.
The thing is, i don't think she realises how much it hurts when i see stuff about her and mike... it's kinda like when you really like someone but you see them with someone else... god that's painful. So it's kinda like that but not quite as bad because at least i know she likes me...

First Entry! Woo!

Alrighty, so here i am...
Ok so the main reason i've started this blog is because, well finally interesting stuff is happening in my life... except it's interesting stuff i can't really talk to anyone about.
The thing is, i've kinda got something going on with this girl... but i'm a girl too.
I'm not a lesbian, i don't even think i'm bi coz i've never had feelings for any girls other than her.
And then there's the fact that she lives in sydney which is 1000 km away and i've never actually met her, only talked on msn.

So i'd rather not tell my friends about her because they wouldn't exactly be supportive and there's a very good chance it won't develop into anything serious... even though it's pretty serious already.
We love each other and want each other badly.... basically the only thing stopping us is distance.

Now if you want my advice, it's not a good idea to have an internet relationship if you live very far away from each other... It's not fun wanting someone and knowing they want you too but you can't do anything about it... also the fact that the relationship probably won't have a happy ending unless one of you wants to move.

I have a lot more to say on the subject but if i say it all here i might never post again... so until tomorrow i suppose...