First Entry! Woo!

Alrighty, so here i am...
Ok so the main reason i've started this blog is because, well finally interesting stuff is happening in my life... except it's interesting stuff i can't really talk to anyone about.
The thing is, i've kinda got something going on with this girl... but i'm a girl too.
I'm not a lesbian, i don't even think i'm bi coz i've never had feelings for any girls other than her.
And then there's the fact that she lives in sydney which is 1000 km away and i've never actually met her, only talked on msn.

So i'd rather not tell my friends about her because they wouldn't exactly be supportive and there's a very good chance it won't develop into anything serious... even though it's pretty serious already.
We love each other and want each other badly.... basically the only thing stopping us is distance.

Now if you want my advice, it's not a good idea to have an internet relationship if you live very far away from each other... It's not fun wanting someone and knowing they want you too but you can't do anything about it... also the fact that the relationship probably won't have a happy ending unless one of you wants to move.

I have a lot more to say on the subject but if i say it all here i might never post again... so until tomorrow i suppose...